For those who don’t know me, this post is almost painful to
write. The anxiety it induces is
crazy. Over the past few years, I have
become more and more introverted. And I especially shy away from sharing the
real me with others in fear of their opinions or judgments. I’m sure some of you out there can relate to
this. See we have a large family,
homeschool and I lean pretty hard to the crunchy side of life. So I guess that
is an invitation for most people of the world to question. So if I feel this
way then why in the world am I on a blog sharing my life on the internet? God
has shown me that I fear man and man’s approval more than I fear or seek God’s
approval. And the funny part is the
things I’m usually judged for I do because I feel led by God to do. So why am I
worrying about what others think? In Philippians 4: 6-9 it says:
“Don’t worry about anything; instead,
pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has
done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can
understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ
Jesus.
And now,
dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true,
and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about
things that are excellent and worthy of praise. Keep putting into practice all
you learned and received from me—everything you heard from me and saw me doing.
Then the God of peace will be with you.”
So instead of worrying, I’m praying and
reading God’s Word to know what is right. I desire the peace of God. Don’t you?
So here I am stepping outside my
comfort zone to follow God’s Word and hopefully encourage you to think about
the things that are excellent and worthy of praise and don’t worry about what
the world has to say about it.
Don't be afraid to share. From my stand point, it helps the rest of us feel just a bit better knowing we are not the only ones struggling with life. Introverted as I am, you don't seem introverted at all. (-: So, you go girl. (And we need to get together again soon.)
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